Reality Says "Hi"

Posted by foreverjakers | Posted in | Posted on 4:31 PM

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At this point I really don't know what to say.

Hell, I'm not even mad at you, I'm just pissed at the way you are trying to approach things. By disregarding everyone's opinions not only are you digging your own hole, but you're ultimately being selfish. You're forgetting what has happened in the past. You're forgetting what has changed. And in doing so, no one's being the fool here but you. Nicole wasn't being a cold-hearted bitch, if anything, she was telling you the truth. The truth you so desperately want to ignore and deny to pursue your false-hopes. At this point she's still looking out for you, otherwise, she wouldn't have said what she said. But no, you choose to pull the "my way or the highway" card, creating an argument yourself and fucking up things even more alll the way to high heaven.

Six months ago, you ended things. With me, and in result, with Nicole by not just fucking me over but her as well-by dating her ex. Now, in the present, hi, reality is knocking on your door but you refuse to accept what has been handed to you and move the hell on. I've said this before, that all you're even doing is living in self-denial, tearing yourself down repeatedly to the point when only NEGATIVITY is your way of handling things. You refuse to take Nicole's advice,which is solid advice might I add, regarding the fact that you should continue to try to move on. You refuse to accept the cards you've been delt, the consequences of your actions.

I cannot be with you. You know this. At least, a part of you knows this. Yet, you refuse to even acknowledge this part of you. This logically, perfectly sound part of your mind. In addition to disregarding the advice of others-who are looking out for you-you are expecting me to suddenly break away from my current boyfriend and leap into your open arms. This, too, is also very selfish of you. You know that I cannot do this, and in actuality? I don't want to. I am happy, no, more than happy with who I am with. I am in love with someone else.

I am as over you as I possibly can be. If, hey, during these past six months you had moved on like you were suppose to do and then you had approached me going, "Do you think we could be friends?"
I would've said yes. Because all of our baggage would've been properly tucked away. Awkward feelings aside, I would've been content with being your friend if you had moved on. Thing is, you haven't. The only reason why I'm even pissed at what you are doing is because you are being stubborn and constantly trying to find ways back into my life when at this time and point I don't want you in it at all.

To wrap up this post, I wish you the best in life, and that may you one day find someone who will make you truly and utterly happy. A "someone" that is not me.

[Forever, Jakers]

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