tuesdays i lay awake

DON'T CALL MY NAME DON'T CALL MY NAME, ALEJANDRO!

Lately it seems as if I've been posting "ohmigod-homework is slowly melting my brain" and "ah-too much crap/drama has happened recently, sorry" posts. Well hopefully I can fix that-but the thing is, homework has been taking up a lot of my time. Not just that but school and everything to do with it as well. It's like the same routine every weekday: wake up, school, go home, do homework, sleep. And thus is the repetition of the endless circle. Hopefully, it can be broken. The circle, I mean. So what have I been up to the past week? Well if you haven't noticed I've been-uh, CHANGING THE BLOG! UH HELLO? Brain fried, much? I finally got a new layout up and managed to get all my lil gadgets on it without crashing the entire blogosphere. Thank you blog gods, that is..if you even exist. *smiles*

So, I believe a recap of yesterday is in order. What exactly happened yesterday? Oh, right, just the fact that a Deering graduate who is now a Coast Guard just happened to drop by for a little visit during lunch-ON A FUCKING HELICOPTER. Oh and did I mention that this took place on the Football field of my school? Killer right? To think, something this interesting or even remotely non-boring happened at DHS-the teenage prison I go to five days a week-is quite a shocker. Well, not that I'm complaining-I need some excitement in my overworked life-believe me, a little excitement goes a long way for me these days.Lunch was pretty boring for me, actually. It was after lunch ended was when I was out on the field taking photos of the helicopter thanks to David kidnapping me. Nah, kidding, I went willingly. However that wasn't so boring as lunch was.

So we spent a good chunk of 4th block just out in the field stalling and eventually just 'pretending' to take photos cause we didn't want to go to class. Don't worry, we got excused, we're not that rebellious. Or are we? *insert twilight zone music here* However, we didn't want to miss all of class [I would've had no qualms for that whatsoever if I wasn't trying to get my geo grade up]-so we raced back and by the time we got back inside Deering we were quite....breathless. I spent the rest of the day being all hyper-energetic due to being out in the cold for so long. I bet my classmates were thinking 'What the hell is up with him?' Heh. So that's pretttty much it. A recap for Tuesday on a Wednesday-gah what is this world coming to? You can thank my beloved David for these photos, so be sure to check out his link in the sidebar on the right [David Chu Photography]. And I took some photos too so in a few days I'll scan those and upload them here. Adios for now!

[foreverjakers]

feels like a monday even though its thursday

"WE LIKE TO TORTURE STUDENTS-I THINK THERE'S AN APP. FOR THAT ON MY PHONE!!"
I'm presuming that the majority of us had a relatively awesome veteran's day-No? Yes? Well how about the day before that little one day shindig? You know, Tuesday afternoon, school was let out and you and all your hormone-riven-friends were running down the front steps like maniacal inmates set free upon the masses-ring any preset bells? So, after school let out that day, David and I went to the bus stop nearby. We ended up waiting with Nicole when all of a sudden D's parents showed up-apparently, to pick him up. But he was persistent in staying on the spot until the bus came. A few minutes passed and David's mother pulled me aside, pleading with me in a hushed tone to end things with David and trying to guilt me into doing so. Pft, as if; you really think you can make me do something like that by trying to toy with how I feel? If you want something to play around with, find a doll or some legos. Finally, his parents left and the metro arrived sometime after. First stop we made was to subways-which we all voted on due to our growling stomachs. Hey, three teens can only go for so long without any food. Trufax. Once we were done stuffing our face, Nicole left to catch the bus home while me and David headed to a not-so-nearby park to lay in the grass and enjoy the company of one another [sidenote, ironically we were only a short distance away from a church-hah!]. We stayed there for awhile before wandering downtown again [although I do admit those squirrels close by were eying us weirdly. Squirrel ambush? I think so] and soon it was time to leave. I was saddened by this-I didn't really want it to end so soon. But what can we do? We're not technically adults yet, thus meaning our guardians still have power over us blahblahblah and so on. Can't wait till the day when I can finally be with him without worrying about losing track of time. When that day arrives time will cease to matter-well for a bit. SEEYAPEACE!

[foreverjakers]

one night i'll never forget

PLEASE DON'T JUST PLAY WITH ME-MY PAPER HEART WILL BLEEDIt's been a long and hellish week. Ever since last Saturday things have been going a bit downhill-I'm just glad the week is ending on a more brighter note. So what happened exactly? Halloween night, after David and I finished trick-or-treating we headed back to his place to just watch some movies and relax,cuddle,sleep. Before I knew it, it was already 12 and my parents were in the driveway waiting impatiently for me to get ready and leave for home. I grabbed my stuff and before I left, I gave David a quick goodbye kiss. After that-things went up in flames. As soon as I got in the car, the first thing out of my father's mouth was: 'Why the hell did you kiss him!?' Needless to say both he and my mother were freaking out the whole way home. I was neither angry nor calm-I was a wreck. Apparently they saw me say 'goodbye' to David by looking at his upstairs bedroom window. After that, insult after insult was thrown at me-each one more unpleasant and degrading then the previous. I couldn't stand it-I couldn't take it, I was done-so I left, went to a friend's house, called the cops from there, and went back home to have the cops discuss it with my parents. One hell of a Halloween. Now that its been almost a week since that incident happened, I'm still unsure if my parent's even understand. They think that its just a 'phase'-just something I'm going through because I'm just a teenager. Well, they're wrong. Dead wrong. I am who I am, nothing will change that. All I can hope for is for both David's parents and my parents to eventually understand that this isn't an 'experiment.' So to sum it all up: our parents know and it hasn't been a week full of smooth sailing. Best bet right now is to bunker down and wait till the storm is over. As for this blog-I'm not sure how often I'll post due to me having too much on my plate recently, but I'll try for daily-maybe even weekly. Wish me and David luck for the future,
[foreverjakers]

hoe-i mean HOMECOMING! pt.2

OH OH IM INFECTED BY THE SOUND. OH OH STOP THIS BEAT IS KILLING ME

So, here are some more homecoming photos-and if you haven't read it yet, the recap is right below this post. Unless if you'd rather have the pictures do the talking. However there's ALOT more photos then this, sadly I'd crash my blog if I tried to upload all them heh. Credit goes to David Chu [ily] for taking these photos, his link is in the sidebar on the left ,enjoy:

[foreverjakers]

homecoming recap

AND DONT YOU WORRY WHAT THEIR BITTER HEARTS ARE GONNA SAY

KAY, so I better start spilling the details on homecoming night before somebody goes all 'ma-shoogina' on this blogger here. It was a dark and stormy night-nah, kidding, I'm not going to go all 'alfred hitchcock' and turn this into a horror story heh. However, it was raining. I was waiting outside for D, Jojo, and Alexis to arrive when Seth got dropped off. Eventually David arrives but not with Jojo or Alexis-me not knowing that, shoos Seth off, telling him to 'RUN RUUUN!' You see, I was kinda/sorta acting as a lookout for Seth incase Jojo arrived [loong story]-and me thinking that D would come with Jojo was a mistake. So after awhile the three of us headed in, lights were dimmed, and the festivities [if you call people grinding, uh, festive] began. A few minutes later, Jojo and Alexis arrive to the scene and Seth was assured that Jojo would not 'rip his head off.' With panic attacks and ninja hiding put aside things finally started. I don't know who the hell chose the music-but they should be dragged by a UHAUL for 50 miles on a rocky road, poked and tickled unmercifully, then stuffed in a cell with the most fanatic Twilight fan ever for seven days. HAH! SUCK IT! ...Ahem, so we danced to the crappy music anyways and it was pretty much laugh central throughout each dance. I did manage to coax David into dancing, although how I will not say heh. When we got to the cha-cha slide however, then things got pretty awesome [turtle mouth syndrome ftw!]. And whats homecoming without a couple of slow songs? ....Actually,I don't really want to answer that do to the visuals I get when I try to....*twitch* But nonetheless, it was blissful and absolutely perfect dancing with D during the slow songs. *daydreamsigh* Oh-right-recap. Heh. TALLYHO! [your mum's a ho. oh, what?]

"YOUR MOM HAD $#@ WITH A CHICKEN!?!" "WAS IT A BAAD CHICKEN?" *SMIRK*

Hehehehe please ignore the above caption. Grazie. So during the dance we would get tired and all of us would head over to the tables to just...well,rest. And relax. And start snapping photos constantly with the flashed turn all the waaay up to max brightness to blind one another like paparazzi inside LAX snapping pictures of celebs and whatnot. *DEEEP INHALE OF BREATH* So yeah, alot of pictures were taken during then. Then we went back to dance. Rested again. Basically repeat repeat repeat. Although we were surrounded by tons of people, D and I did managed to get some...uh, 'alone' time at the tables. Eventually we got so tired that both me and him were laying on top of the tables in a dazed and kinda distracted way [we were staring at the ceiling due to the lights and David's red camera light]. Sadly things had to come to an end. But to sum it all up in one sentence: This homecoming was one of the msot brillant nights of my life that I'll never regret. It was full of memoric moments, laughing non-stop, and great friends [and a certain brown-eyed photographer of mine ;p]-simply, kickass.[foreverjakers]

hoe-i mean HOMECOMING!!

HE'S GOT ME DANCING BUT HE'S ALWAYS ONE STEP BEHIND

Feeling a bit lazy [Ill post a detailed entry tomorrow, guys] with the blog writting so heres some photos of the night instead. To sum it up: HOMECOMING was KICKASS :D

More photos in the next few days! Once when I get most of these up then I'll post an entry-until then its gonna be PHOTOMANIA ELLO! [foreverjakers]

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HELLOOO PEOPLE OF THE INTERWEB!
Okay, okay-before you go 'THISAINTABLOGENTRYYOUSONOFABETCH!"-let me say this is an 'update' notice. Just giving a heads up of what is in store for this blog in the future, that's all. First of all, I'm thinking of renaming the blog. I dunno what yet but I'm kinda/sorta thinking of something OTHER then 'foreverjakers.' Not sure. Do you guys think I should rename it? Well here are some of the ideas that are still kinda floating in the air:

+New Layout [working on that]
+Photo entries [not often but every once in awhile]
+MAYBE VideoLog Entries considering that I recently got this awesome new webcam
+more new 'chattie moments'
+monthly interactive poll
+music! tons and tons of music!

So not sure if I'll follow through with these ideas but I'm considering some of them. Who knows, maybe I will. Well that's it for now [homecoming is tomorrow! expect an entry the day after!] so adios!
[foreverjakers]