Two Month's Worth of Lessons

Posted by foreverjakers | Posted in | Posted on 4:39 AM

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It's been two months since my last entry, and the halls of DHS are once again filled with annoying Freshman, learning Sophomores, wise Juniors, and senior-itis Seniors. I could easily go into a rant and say how I've been up to my eyes in homework, how the PSATs pretty much sucked, but allow me to instead list the things that I have learned in the past two months. Shall we? In the past two months, I have learned:

  • having someone crush your heart after seventeen months together? Yeah, well, it sucks.
  • Studio Art and 3D Art are the only two classes of the day I really enjoy.
  • anxiety about the PSATs is over-hyped.
  • my Marine Ecology teacher loves to show us clips of animals talking (BBC's A Walk On The Wildside, people).
  • still-life's are frustrating and time-consuming but eventually worth the results.
  • that there are friends who say they'll be there, and ones that'll actually be there.
  • you're more likely to fail a driver's test when you're young, thanks to the older more "experienced" instructors you get for the test.
  • SMFA and AIB are schools I'm definitely looking in to.
  • homecoming music is terrible, and will always be just that.
  • that the rest of this semester is going to be awkward, monotonous, and exceptionally painful.
[Forever, Jakers]

Summer's End

Posted by foreverjakers | Posted in | Posted on 11:53 AM

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School starts in eight days, summer vacation ends in seven.
Despite the fact that I've had two and a half months to prepare myself for this, I'm still not ready for Junior year. I'm not ready for all the PSAT and SAT crap we're about to go through. I'm not ready to suddenly focus on college tuitions and expenses. I'm not ready for any of what might happen this year at all. And the fact that it's hitting me just now that I only have one year of high school left seems oddly surreal. But whether I'm (or anyone else) ready or not, it's happening.
So what proof do I have to prove to myself that I've actually experienced these past few months instead of thinking that I'm in some coma imagining this all up? Memories of a sky set ablaze by the sun dipping beneath the horizon. Train tracks with apple-throwing-hobos nearby. 20,001 mosquito bites. Two days away from Portland. One case of massive sunburn. One lovely Thursday. A summer youth metro-bus pass. A job at Hot topic. A five minute water balloon fight. A new formation of friends, and the tossing aside of an old one.

I've learned quite a bit despite not being in school for two and a half months. I've learned what it's like to have people who say they'll be there for you and actually mean it. I've learned that you can't go wrong with a few trips to McDonald's (hey, we're teenagers, our metabolism is still pretty high-so why not?). That the library is a pretty decent place to take refuge, and that Starbucks Coffee cans are pretty effective when used to kill giant spiders. The thing is, I don't want to let this all go. To suddenly be all "Oh, school has started, time to forget about this shit." So I don't think I will. Just because I'm not ready for school to start, doesn't mean I'm going to ignore this past summer. It doesn't mean I'll forget what I've learned, what I've gone through, what I've done. It just adds up to how much I've changed.
[Forever, Jakers]

A New Start

Posted by foreverjakers | Posted in | Posted on 6:50 AM

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Originally,
I had created this blog two years ago when I had first moved here to record whatever may happen, whatever may catch my interest. But over time this blog sort of turned into one long, monotonous, droning rant. Going back and reading some of my previous entries, I realize that it's become an annoying "diary" (or, for those guys who are too "hetero" to admit what it really is, a "journal") rather than something I can look back and reflect on. Entering my last two years of high school (something that I am not so sure if I feel elated or depressed about, yet) I want to make the most of it, to not just sit around on my ass and stare off into the distance looking like an idiot. I want to be able to write down, here, whatever happens these next two years and be able to go back and read all this crap; happy with what I remember and content with what I've written.

This isn't going to be a blog where I simply just go, "Today I..." or "For lunch I had...", because honestly, who fucking cares? I figure, I'll blog about the typical high school experience, discuss what is there to discuss, rant (hopefully, not all the time and not in an annoying manner) my rants, and at the end of the day be able to use this to aid me in the future. So what the hell? Last two years at DHS, I might as well do something memorable (aside from all the cliches such as prom, PSATS ,and SATS). And another thing, I'm sticking to Forever, Jakers. I can't seem to change the title of this blog, it's become...well, me. J out.
[Forever, Jakers]